Thursday, September 20, 2007
i'm so sorry for whining so much just now. but i just can't get over the fact that it's 0.1 mark to an A1.
so yes. prelim results are starting to be released. there had been joy, but more disappointment. i have no idea why i'm feeling disappointed because i didn't even study hard/try my best for prelims. oh well. human nature i guess.
oh gosh. i still can't get over my 0.1 mark for MEP. i should have performed better. why the hell did i panic? why on earth did i scare myself before the practical? it's cause of my stupidity of doing all these that i miss my A1 by 0.1 mark. but okay
lar. i do admit that i did well for the paper. and as long as my music writing coursework doesn't go lower than my prelim mark, i still have a chance of getting a distinction.
okay. vicki. let it go.i suddenly want to go to a
good jc. i announced it to
the world half the world today. and nat's reaction was 'you changed your mind?' well, i guess. because going to university by next year seems very far-fetched, by looking at my results now. i guess going to a jc seems like a more practical way out. but going to a
good jc seems impossible to me.
i'm beginning to lose my confidence. i'm starting to feel very demoralised. and the thing is, 'O' levels haven't even started. ):
MEP composing portfolio is by next week! actually 'O' levels have already started, cause we've already did our coursework. but composing portfolio is more important, kind of. so yes. i'm going to rush my 4 pieces again. so expect to see me online all day long. (though being online and composing doesn't have any link at all.)
alright.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:44 AM